Hi.
Im umi. I have a short term memory loss but it wasnt really serious. But the thing i finally found the email to this blog. But anyway, this is a letter for you from the future umi.
Dear 14 year old umi.
you're dumb. Very dumb. What the hell you writing here? Why do you write such a long paragraphs about your day when you cant even write an essay on CTU questions. Lmao. You really pretty now. I guess, thats what everyone been telling me. I hope its not a lie. Anyway, you stop contacting friends that listed on the right side. You probably dont recognize them anymore. You stay in touch with few but really, none of them even exist in your life. People come and go throughout your highschool years and baby you've been through a lot. Im so proud of you. Remember when you're 16 and you are about to end your life? Your sisters save you. Your family support you. They loves you so much girl i dont know how you becom3 so stupid decide to die when you dont actually achieve anything yet lmao.
But im really glad you didnt. Cause if you do babe you wont be meeting crazy people in your life right now. You wont read funny tweets on twitter, making friends on tumblr and you wont be able to see your nephews and nieces growing up. Theres more and i dont want to write about it cause you experience it by now. Those people that you write about in here, they have their life now. You guys dont talk anymore but you guys still have this one chatgroup and you guys keep remembering each other's life back then its great to know you're contactable.
Dont make me start with boys. God umi. You met lots of boys. Really. Relationships and what happen to you now makes you feel scared to be in a relationship with any guys out there. But still, you complain why you end up being the third wheel when you go out with your two bestfriends cause they dating each other. Take it easy girl. The one is waiting on ya in the future i swear.
Babe, you study music! Thats what you want for your whole life. Remember when mom didnt allowed you to take music? Well, when you first applying for the courses, everyone said just choose whatever you want. And you did. You're semester 3 in uni now and next year is your final year. Babe you did! Remember when your classmates stop talking to you because you speak english in class and people thought you were showing off? And remember when those people brings you down cause you stupid as fuck? Nahhh, see who is on top right now? You! You achieved a lot of things in life and you experience so many things during university years and proud of you babe. Really.
Babe, everyone loves you. Trust me, everyone is so glad that you came into their life. So glad. I'll see you in the future soon okay?
Love,
19 year old umi.
